I’m reallllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy starting to get worried.
You privated your facebook. Maybe even deleted it? I’ve sent you some asks. Some fanmail. You haven’t replied. I don’t know if you still can’t text. So I haven’t tried that. I keep wanting to contact you. But my days are so busy and when I remember, it’s so late. Will you even answer? Can you? I’m one big coward for not picking up the phone and just calling. I have no right to be saying this right now.
But goddammit. I’m so worried. And I miss you so much. Can you reply pleasseeee?? Let me know how you’re doing? When’s the last time we talked??? I’m thinking about you every day……I miss you so much. :(
I wonder if it’s my guilty conscience that’s stopping me from calling. But if I’m being honest, I know I’m just one horrible human being who doesn’t have the courage to call you. I don’t know. Why I’m like this. I’m sorry.
My weekends are a constant battle of wanting to go out and do something, and needing to stay home and finish my homework. Ughhhhhhhhhhh
What to do. What can I do. I need to meet more people. I need some more human interaction. But I also need to do this stupid homework. Urgh.
DO NOT DISMISS A SOMETHING A CHILD IS PROUD OF. LOOK AT IT. POINT SOMETHING OUT AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE IT. IF A CHILD DRAWS YOU A RAINBOW, TELL THEM YOU LOVE HOW IT HAS RED. THEY WILL THINK “WOW. IT DOES HAVE RED. THEY LOVE HOW I PUT RED IN IT. I PUT RED IN IT. AND THEY NOTICED.” MAKE SURE YOUR CHILD KNOWS YOU ARE PROUD OF THEM.